Leela-79
Baba saved the life of Shri B.R.Kakade from floods & his daughter from Typhoid
How I became a Sai devotee will mean explaining my experiences from my point of
view. Perhaps the result of such writing may lead readers towards the path of
devotion to Sai, in whom I have full faith.
I did not believe in God in my childhood; but my father never got angry
with me or used any harsh words for my peculiar thinking about God. However, he
used his intellect to change my mind, through his colleagues who befriended me.
They asked me to read some religious books for them as they were old. This
resulted in my changing of views about God in the ‘sagun’ and ‘nirgun’ aspects
(form and formless aspects). The marble idols of God which were mere stones for
me in the beginning of my life now became the source of inspiration in my daily
life.
In 1927, when I was 16 and studying in school, I was trapped in the big
flood of Gujarat. I was at Baroda with my father at that time. Heavy floods
divided the city into two parts. My father and I were in one part and my
grandmother and younger brother on the other side. We tried to cross the high
level river bridge; but the police objected to this. However, we entered the
water and when the water reached upto my neck we were trapped and could not
return. At this critical juncture of life and death, a tall man about 7 ft. in
height, with a beard and a ‘rumal’ (kerchief) tied on his head shouted loudly
and directed us both to stand where we were. He came through the water and
holding us with his hands guided us safely to the other side of the roaring
river where my grandmother and brother awaited us anxiously. When I inquired
about the person who saved us he was nowhere to be seen. I was wonderstruck and
tried to find him; but in vain. This was my first devotional darshan of Sri Sai
Baba in my life (in 1927).
In 1943, my eldest daughter was suffering from a relapsed case of typhoid for 42
days. A committee of three doctors declared her case as ‘fatal’. On the 41st day
of her illness they asked me to leave this case to God. It so happened that an
old bearded man from Chennai, who was an acquaintance of my friend in Baroda,
came to visit us when he saw my daughter he told me not to fear. I was surprised
when I heard this for I was facing a critical moment in my life. But, the old
man convinced me in such a way that, I became fearless.
In the night, after the man left, my daughter dreamt of Sri Sai Baba.
She improved thereafter. I inquired with my friend about the old man; but in
vain. I am sure that the old man’s advice was nothing but a devotional darshan
of Sri Sai Baba for the second time in my life.