Hi, I am from USA. Like everyone, I do have many of experiences of Sri
Sadguru Shirdi Sai Baba. I would like to share few of my experiences with
all, so that people who are in some pain can get hope of their life. Hetalji,
thanks to you for maintaining such a wonderful blog.
I am know Shirdi Sai Baba ever since of my childhood. I believe in Him, but
not a very ardent devotee as like I am now. Even now, I am not a very ardent
devotee as I still sometimes lose my patience and I feel that I am not
following, Shraddha and Saburi. Since my child hood, I never had any problem
and my parents gave me everything I wanted and we lived a happy life with
all we had. I am the one who made all the mess in my life with my immature
behavior and cause of all my pain. But Baba never let me go down and
protected me all the times and made me stand in the best and He taught me to
fight and learn to stand for myself.
Coming to my experiences, I had many but I can share the one which have
bought a deep change in me. I am working as a software consultant and I used
to keep switching the job due to short term contracts with clients. I also
had a very painful married life. In one such situation, I went to Baba
temple on one Thursday. The time was around 1:30 pm, we have sofas and
chairs to sit and pray to Baba in front of His holy idol. I was sitting
there and completely lost in thoughts of all the mistakes and the mess I had
done in the past and I was begging a pardon of Baba for making all those
mess. I was asking for the forgiveness from Baba. After few minutes, one of
the old person, called me to come to him. He was wearing white pant and
shirt covered with white shawl all his body and having white bag on one of
his shoulder. He asked me, what was I thinking about, I had no words to say,
so I was calm and he told, "insaan se kabhi galthiyan hojate hain, bhool ja
beta" (Mistakes happen through human beings so forget them beta). Tears
started rolling down. He kept on saying "chintan karo beta", I didn't
understand the word "chintan" and was thinking about the meaning of it in my
inner mind. All of sudden, he asked me that if I knew the meaning of "chintan"?
I nodded my head saying no. Then he replied, "smaran karo beta." He told me
to come to this temple whenever I feel depressed or sad as he was always
there. I touched his holy feet to take a leave and about to stand, he then
said, "ek minute" and took some dry fruits from his bag and put it in my
hand.
From then I had some of His dreams to guide me and make me strong. I am now
totally dependent on Him for everything. I completely believe in Him, that
He will be always there with me and He will never let me down. I request all
to have patience. He will definitely listen to You. Jai Sairam.
Source: As narrated by a Baba devotee from USA.