Shirdi
Sai Sister Anusha from USA says: Om Sai Ram! I'm an ardent devotee of
beloved Baba since past 10 years. Koti Koti Pranams my Saimaa for accepting
this daughter and never leaving my hand. You were always there for me and
with me. How can I ever repay Your debt. I want to keep serving You for the
rest of my life and in the lives to come. There is no end when it comes to
chanting Your name and praising You.
Here comes my experience: Due to my past karmas/destiny I have been through
horrible suffering in life due to unbelievable health issues from past 4
years. But my Sai Maa gave me strength at every step and made me cross that
situation. Recently, I had to undergo a procedure for my ongoing health
issue and the doctors didn't advice about the afterwards side effects or
consequences. So after the procedure at 8 am, I started having unbearable
stomach ache (Severe heartburn and acid reflux) from evening which only went
up with each passing hour. I had never experienced such pain ever in my life
though I had been through so many health issues, surgeries etc. I kept on
watching Shirdi live Darshan, chanting Baba's name, applying and taking Udi.
I kept on asking Baba to reduce the pain by morning which was increasing the
whole night.
In the morning, with lot of pain I opened Baba's live Darshan and asked
'Baba, if You don't come for my rescue, then where shall I go. How else
shall I pray You to save me Baba? My chanting and remembering You the whole
night didn't move You? Me taking and applying Udi is of no use?' Immediately
after that I vomited badly and stomach ache started easing. Then I was
thinking to keep aside the thought of visiting doctor which we determined
earlier in the morning. But Baba knows that I have to see this doctor for
treatment else it would get worse. So, I got the pain back and extremely
worse this time after I had little food. Then we immediately rushed to the
doctor in the afternoon. After diagnosis, he said it was extreme stomach
acid and infection and gave me medications accordingly. Now, I'm feeling
better slowly.
So, all I want to say is that Baba is always with us no matter what. Once we
resort to His feet, He takes care of us and gives us strength. The reason we
are suffering in this life is because of our past karmas and Baba has
nothing to give them to us. Baba, all I want to ask You is please never
leave this child and make me get through my bad phase with strength and
never let me lose my faith in You. I Love You Baba. I can't live without, in
fact I don't want to live without You in this life. This life is for serving
You and it's dedicated for Your service. Sri Anantha Koti Brahmand Nayak
Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Parabrahma Sri Sachidanand Samartha Sadguru Sainath
Maharaj Ki Jai!