Sai Leela-300 - My Sai Maa's Grace as Always

Shirdi Sai Sister Anusha from USA says: Om Sai Ram! I'm an ardent devotee of beloved Baba since past 10 years. Koti Koti Pranams my Saimaa for accepting this daughter and never leaving my hand. You were always there for me and with me. How can I ever repay Your debt. I want to keep serving You for the rest of my life and in the lives to come. There is no end when it comes to chanting Your name and praising You. 

Here comes my experience: Due to my past karmas/destiny I have been through horrible suffering in life due to unbelievable health issues from past 4 years. But my Sai Maa gave me strength at every step and made me cross that situation. Recently, I had to undergo a procedure for my ongoing health issue and the doctors didn't advice about the afterwards side effects or consequences. So after the procedure at 8 am, I started having unbearable stomach ache (Severe heartburn and acid reflux) from evening which only went up with each passing hour. I had never experienced such pain ever in my life though I had been through so many health issues, surgeries etc. I kept on watching Shirdi live Darshan, chanting Baba's name, applying and taking Udi. I kept on asking Baba to reduce the pain by morning which was increasing the whole night. 

In the morning, with lot of pain I opened Baba's live Darshan and asked 'Baba, if You don't come for my rescue, then where shall I go. How else shall I pray You to save me Baba? My chanting and remembering You the whole night didn't move You? Me taking and applying Udi is of no use?' Immediately after that I vomited badly and stomach ache started easing. Then I was thinking to keep aside the thought of visiting doctor which we determined earlier in the morning. But Baba knows that I have to see this doctor for treatment else it would get worse. So, I got the pain back and extremely worse this time after I had little food. Then we immediately rushed to the doctor in the afternoon. After diagnosis, he said it was extreme stomach acid and infection and gave me medications accordingly. Now, I'm feeling better slowly. 

So, all I want to say is that Baba is always with us no matter what. Once we resort to His feet, He takes care of us and gives us strength. The reason we are suffering in this life is because of our past karmas and Baba has nothing to give them to us. Baba, all I want to ask You is please never leave this child and make me get through my bad phase with strength and never let me lose my faith in You. I Love You Baba. I can't live without, in fact I don't want to live without You in this life. This life is for serving You and it's dedicated for Your service. Sri Anantha Koti Brahmand Nayak Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Parabrahma Sri Sachidanand Samartha Sadguru Sainath Maharaj Ki Jai!




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