Leela -265 - Baba The Most Merciful God


Om Sai Ram. Hello everyone, I am from India and now married and settled in UAE. Thanks to the entire team behind this blog for helping us share our experiences with Baba and boosting our faith and confidence in Him. Thanks to all the devotees who have shared their experiences here, for it has given lots of strength and reinforced our faith on Him in times of doubt.

Om Sai Ram. Coming to my experience, I have heard about Baba from my aunty before marriage but I didn't think about Him much. After I got married and came to UAE, my friend reintroduced me to Baba. She used to go to Baba temple on Thursday afternoons and I simply used to accompany her. Later on, I started believing Baba and started going to temple regularly to attend noon aarti on Thursdays until my 7th month of pregnancy after which I left to India for delivery. Once I went to India, the Baba’s temple was quite far from my place and I did not go to the temple. I did pray to Him but somehow I felt I was lethargic. After my delivery my kid was continuously crying for months for no reason and that made me very depressed. Those times I did not pray wholeheartedly to Baba and I was always crying, having sleepless nights and was very depressed.

After 5 months I went with my kid to UAE to stay with my husband. After my son was 2 years old, whenever he fell sick I used to be very scared and worried because he would become crankier. I was feeling it very difficult to manage him alone and also to take care of the house. My husband also goes for business trips quite often. This loneliness further added to my worries and I was always sad and tensed because of which I used to get angry often. I always used to get scared that my kid might fall sick and I stopped doing many things like letting him play out, going outdoor and all. My husband was angry at me for this behaviour and I was also very upset all the time. I decided to do Sai Satcharitra Parayan. When I went with my kid to celebrate his 2nd birthday in India, I completed the parayan over there with the help of my mom. I found little improvement in me but still I was lacking complete faith and surrendered to Baba.

When my kid turned 3, we put him to play school after which he started falling sick very often. He falls sick on every 10-14 days. Now my fear increased many times more. I was always worried and scared. Even when my kid was fine, even if he sneezed casually I used to get worried and put my finger and checked if he had got cold. I keep checking his body temperature for fever symptoms. I started having lots of negative feelings. I started writing Om Sai Ram 108 times daily and read 1 chapter of Sai Satcharitra daily. Later I surrendered to Baba totally. Now I should say, I have come over these negative feelings a lot. Though at times I feel a little scared, there's a lot of improvement in me. Whenever my son gets fever it goes very high, it's reached 104.5 also. But last time when my son got fever I didn't panic much and I left to Baba. My son’s fever did not raise higher and he was alright in 3 days. Yesterday also he got fever but I didn't panic. I took Baba's name and gave him Udi water to drink after which he didn't get fever. Thank You very, very much Baba for all the support You give me and being by my side comforting me.

I was suffering from some phobia and mental illness kind of thing. Some people reading this might think why I was worried for such a small thing but it's that mental illness which made me so. It's difficult to explain how depressed one might feel when experiencing such mental discomfort. Baba only saved me from this. ‘Thanks’ is a very small word. I really love You very much Baba. Please stay besides us always and bless my son, my husband, parents, sister, uncle and everyone in the family and world with good health, happiness and long life. Baba, please bless with me patience and forgiving attitude, help me reduce my anger and shouting behaviour. If we have full faith and surrender to Baba completely, He will definitely take us out of the worries and He comes running for help be it small or big. Baba, please fulfil my wish which I had been asking You for months. I request the devotees to please pray for me and request Baba to fulfil my wish. I will be sharing about that experience soon once it gets fulfilled.

Thank You Baba we love You. Bless everyone in this world, peace be to all. Om Sai Ram. Om Sai Namo Namaha! Sri Sai Namo Namaha! Jaya Jaya Sai Namo Namaha! Sadguru Sai Namo Namaha. Akhilanda Koti Brahmanand Nayak Rajadhi Raja Yogi Raja Para Brahma Shri Satchidananda Samartha Sadguru Shri Sainath Maharaj Ji Ki Jai.

Source: Shirdisaiexperiences.org

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