Leela -241 - Sai's Call and Hence my visit to Shirdi

 I am a small devotee of our beloved Lord Sai Baba from India, with a wavering mind, fluctuating form peaks to nadirs very often. My first prayer to our Sai is to still my mind from Chanchal to Nishchal state. Even my faith keeps fluctuating though our Sai has taken care of me and my family a lot of times. As I am going through a big trough in my life and career with unbearable pain due to my previous births’ karmas, as Sai says in the Satcharitra, it is better to go through all that in this birth rather than postponing. Further, if our prayers are strong and faith firm, He can surely and certainly lessen the effect of all the karmas and even burn the karmas with His divine grace. There is a Hindi devotional song on Sai which says that “I don’t have any complaints on Sai but on my Life and it is only Sai, who can pull me out of this darkness of the mundane world to the Light of Enlightenment”.

Now, coming to my experience, having resigned from my job due to false allegations / accusations and politicking, am going through a painful phase in my life while I am yet to fulfil lot of my family obligations. Certainly, it will be a big sin if I blame my lord Sai for my fate line as it is only my accumulated karmas and its effect. I have been crying and sobbing in our puja room in front of my beloved Sai to help me, hold my hand and show me the direction. I have been praying hard and seeking Sai’s intervention in my life. Oh Lord Sai, do listen to my prayers and please save me my Sai. Even my parents are no more to share my pains or sorrows which I could share only with my parents. Oh, my Sai, You are my Father, Mother, Guru and God. Oh my merciful Lord Sai, please show Your Leela and save my life and family.

Few days ago, in the morning hours, I heard our Sai’s voice, “Baro Hedarkobeda Nanidini” (Come, don’t fear and I am there). Dear Sai devotees, I also checked on question and answer site of our Baba, I got the reply stating that “Meet Sai Baba at Shirdi and Everything will be alright”. I felt happy to have received a positive response. So I tried to book tickets for Shirdi within a short span. The first Sai miracle was, I found only one ticket available on Pune - Patna express for Kopargaon on 16th Sept 2016 and for returning, I found only one ticket available on 18th Sept 2016 on Varanasi – Mysore express from Kopargaon to Bangalore. Literally, there were no tickets on any train and in any other class. I am sure that this was certainly Sai’s Miracle. As He says, when He wants, He will get His devotees to Shirdi as a kid ties a thread to a sparrow’s feet and pulls. My heartfelt gratitude and thanks to our beloved Sai. Further, as I was mentally praying our Sai, I had a list of my wishes during my visit to Shirdi. Baba to enable me bow my head on Samadhi and touch Samadhi with my forehead. Baba to permit me sing Sai Bhajan/s in front of Samadhi at the platform for which we enter through Mukhdarshan gate. Also to bless me sing bhajan/s at Sai Temple in Karnatak Bhavan. To bless me few neem leaves at the Gurusthan behind Samadhi mandir. To get the sacred Udhi at the distribution centre. I am really happy to say that our beloved Baba graced me and fulfilled all my above wishes during the Shirdi visit.

Now, my prayers are continued to our Baba to show the direction, hold my hand and Oh my Baba please lead me to lead a good life which is acceptable to You and please do take care of me and my family. Baba, please bless all Your devotees and fulfil their wishes. I do believe in the mantra “Om Anathanatha Deenabandhave namaha”. I am really nothing without Your grace. Baba please bless all of us. Sarve Janaha Sukhino bhavantu. Om Sai Namonamaha, Sri Sai Namonamaha, Jai Jai Sai Namonamaha, Sathguru Sai Namonamaha. Anantha koti Bramhanda Nayaka Rajadhiraja Yogiraja Parabramha sri Sachidananda Sathguru Sai Nath ki Maharaj ki Jai. Om Sai Ram. Jai Sai Ram.

Source: Shirdisaiexperiences.org

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