I am a small devotee of our beloved Lord Sai
Baba from India, with a wavering mind, fluctuating form peaks to
nadirs very often. My first prayer to our Sai is to still my mind
from Chanchal to Nishchal state. Even my faith keeps fluctuating
though our Sai has taken care of me and my family a lot of times. As
I am going through a big trough in my life and career with
unbearable pain due to my previous births’ karmas, as Sai says in
the Satcharitra, it is better to go through all that in this birth
rather than postponing. Further, if our prayers are strong and faith
firm, He can surely and certainly lessen the effect of all the
karmas and even burn the karmas with His divine grace. There is a
Hindi devotional song on Sai which says that “I don’t have any
complaints on Sai but on my Life and it is only Sai, who can pull me
out of this darkness of the mundane world to the Light of
Enlightenment”.
Now, coming to my experience, having resigned from my job due to
false allegations / accusations and politicking, am going through a
painful phase in my life while I am yet to fulfil lot of my family
obligations. Certainly, it will be a big sin if I blame my lord Sai
for my fate line as it is only my accumulated karmas and its effect.
I have been crying and sobbing in our puja room in front of my
beloved Sai to help me, hold my hand and show me the direction. I
have been praying hard and seeking Sai’s intervention in my life. Oh
Lord Sai, do listen to my prayers and please save me my Sai. Even my
parents are no more to share my pains or sorrows which I could share
only with my parents. Oh, my Sai, You are my Father, Mother, Guru
and God. Oh my merciful Lord Sai, please show Your Leela and save my
life and family.
Few days ago, in the morning hours, I heard our Sai’s voice, “Baro
Hedarkobeda Nanidini” (Come, don’t fear and I am there). Dear Sai
devotees, I also checked on question and answer site of our Baba, I
got the reply stating that “Meet Sai Baba at Shirdi and Everything
will be alright”. I felt happy to have received a positive response.
So I tried to book tickets for Shirdi within a short span. The first
Sai miracle was, I found only one ticket available on Pune - Patna
express for Kopargaon on 16th Sept 2016 and for returning, I found
only one ticket available on 18th Sept 2016 on Varanasi – Mysore
express from Kopargaon to Bangalore. Literally, there were no
tickets on any train and in any other class. I am sure that this was
certainly Sai’s Miracle. As He says, when He wants, He will get His
devotees to Shirdi as a kid ties a thread to a sparrow’s feet and
pulls. My heartfelt gratitude and thanks to our beloved Sai.
Further, as I was mentally praying our Sai, I had a list of my
wishes during my visit to Shirdi. Baba to enable me bow my head on
Samadhi and touch Samadhi with my forehead. Baba to permit me sing
Sai Bhajan/s in front of Samadhi at the platform for which we enter
through Mukhdarshan gate. Also to bless me sing bhajan/s at Sai
Temple in Karnatak Bhavan. To bless me few neem leaves at the
Gurusthan behind Samadhi mandir. To get the sacred Udhi at the
distribution centre. I am really happy to say that our beloved Baba
graced me and fulfilled all my above wishes during the Shirdi visit.
Now, my prayers are continued to our Baba to show the direction,
hold my hand and Oh my Baba please lead me to lead a good life which
is acceptable to You and please do take care of me and my family.
Baba, please bless all Your devotees and fulfil their wishes. I do
believe in the mantra “Om Anathanatha Deenabandhave namaha”. I am
really nothing without Your grace. Baba please bless all of us.
Sarve Janaha Sukhino bhavantu. Om Sai Namonamaha, Sri Sai Namonamaha,
Jai Jai Sai Namonamaha, Sathguru Sai Namonamaha. Anantha koti
Bramhanda Nayaka Rajadhiraja Yogiraja Parabramha sri Sachidananda
Sathguru Sai Nath ki Maharaj ki Jai. Om Sai Ram. Jai Sai Ram.
Source: Shirdisaiexperiences.org