Anonymous Shirdi Sai Devotee
from USA says:
Jai Sairam. I am one of our
Sai’s Daughters, who is totally dependent on Him for everything. I have
written many experiences before and thankful to Sai to make them happen and
thank your team for giving us real time Sai Satcharitra.
Coming to my experience my younger daughter was born healthy but as she
became 4 months old she got severe body rash and doctor named it as atopic
dermatitis and said it was severe that would not go even after using several
ointments. I couldn’t see her pain as she was scratching continuously and I
had to cover her from head to toe. Added to that at the same time she
started having motions very frequently and she was not gaining weight. I
tried giving her solids as per doctor’s suggestion but it did not help
either. I asked Baba when it would go away. Baba said 172 days. I trusted
Him and was confident that she would be fine.
When she was 7 months I went to India and took her to a paediatrician who is
my sister- in-law’s head. He gave some cream and explained in detail how to
use it. I started using it and slowly the rash was reducing. I forgot to
mention she used to get severe diaper rash like it used to bleed and red. It
was heart wrenching to see her like that as I cannot leave her without
diaper because of her scratching. Then slowly diaper rash reduced too. We
attended a marriage in India, it all went well but my daughter caught high
fever. So we had to cancel our return tickets and got her admitted in the
hospital. She got better and we were back to USA. Then she started eating
well and gained weight also. Her rashes were almost gone but due to some
unfortunate event we had to go back to India. I couldn’t feed her timely so
she didn’t gain much weight and she was under her 3% weight when we were
back in USA. But she was getting better again. Then after 1 month she
suddenly had a stool which was all blood. So we had to rush to emergency in
the midnight (thanks to Baba for hinting us to check her diaper in the
night). Her vitals are very low and we were in a panic state as the temp
also -18f.
The hospital made her stable and sent us to paediatric hospital which was 2
hours away. After several tests also they couldn’t diagnose what was wrong
but assumed that it could be something called Meckels and took her to
surgery and yes they were right. The surgery was successful and she
recovered well. I was praying Baba to be with her and make her surgery and I
saw Baba dancing at her operation table when I closed my eyes. I was telling
my husband the same thing and doctor came in between and said that they
found the problem and surgery was going on. I felt it was Baba Who came to
calm us. During her diagnosis they found she had some inflammation in
oesophagus and might need lot of endoscopy. She had her first endoscopy and
it was normal. For all these it took 17 months. Now the rash is also
completely gone and she is gaining weight. She still has some food allergy
but Baba assured me that they will go away soon too.
All my trust is on You Baba. I am dependent on you. Please protect my family
and take care of their health Baba. Please take care of all Your children
and make the world a safe and a happy place Baba. Sorry for the lengthy post
but during this 1 1/2 year we went through so much of trauma but my only
confidence was Baba. I never left His feet. He never left my side too,
always held my hand and gave me strength to handle everything. Thank You so
much for everything Baba. I love You. Sarva Jana Sukhinobhavantu. Samasta
Sukhinobhavantu. Jai Sairam.
Source: As narrated by Ms. Kruthika Sundararajan a Baba devotee.