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Experience of Saibaba - Anonymous Devotee - Cont
These are few wonderful experiences of an anonymous devotee - continued
Experience 11: Baba’s timely financial help: Once again we were nearly feeling
the financial pressure and were waiting for salary and for my husband’s company
to clear some bills. We couldn’t pay her fees on time. My husband went to Casino
and again won 2000$. The first time when he won I thanked God for the timely
help, but also told my husband that this should not be taken for granted. But he
went without my knowledge and came home with money. I give all the credit only
to Baba who knows everything. My husband doesn’t share much of his finances with
me, but Baba knows everything. He didn’t want us to suffer in anyway, so he was
with my husband and made him win. We paid my daughter’s school fees with that
money.
Experience 12: Baba gave my daughter a wonderful international school: In India I
had a lot of issues with my family and maids to take care of my daughter. I
pleaded almost everyone to take care of my daughter as I wanted to continue
career. My husband was working abroad as a consultant. He was earlier in many
projects abroad and as a consultant his work involves travelling to foreign
countries every 6 months. I couldn’t leave my house, career, studies and child
every 6 months to travel with him. But I had no support from my family to take
care of my daughter. But my family was very indifferent to me. I decided to move
away from them and I joined my husband in Singapore. With Baba’s grace we are
going to stay here for another year. He took care of my feelings as a mother. My
daughter is studying in a very good international school and has the best
teachers who love her a lot. I don’t have any tensions regarding her here. I
thank Baba for understanding the pain of a mother and assure me that I don’t
need to depend on anyone to take care of my daughter, except him.
Experience 13: Baba sent
me from Singapore to help my friend in India: When I made a surprise trip to
India in November, I felt very happy because Baba used me to help my friend from
financial debt. I was sent there at the right time to relieve his financial
burden. I did not have money, but I helped my friend by giving my gold and
helped him take a loan. My friend’s business was in a loss, but I prayed to Baba
and he gave me permission to help him. I thank Baba for sending me there and it
proves that he knew that only I could really help my friend and sent me to
India. My friend called me an angel, but my angel is Sai Baba
Experience 14: Baba planned another holiday for me in Hawaii: Only from September
2013, I began praying to Baba very sincerely. For me I feel that he is living in
this house with me. He knows our innermost desires. I have been married for 8
years, but for the past 7 years I lived away from my husband. Both wanted to
have a career, but he has to travel abroad every 6 months for projects. This
made it very difficult for us to spend time with each other and also with a
child we couldn’t travel much on holidays either. I had an inner desire to visit
U.S., but I let it go because I had a lot of priorities towards my family. But
Baba knows the heart of everybody. My husband got an award in company to go to
Hawaii islands in February. And by Baba’s grace we have made all arrangements
for it too. My family never took the responsibility of taking care of my
daughter, but Baba work’s on changing the hearts and minds of people. My sister
and mother agreed to take care of my daughter in Bangalore and by Baba’s grace
my dream vacation is going to be fulfilled.
Experience 15: Baba made my ex-boyfriend apologise to me for breaking up: My
ex-boyfriend has always been a big enigma to me. I am happily married now, but
he is still single. It’s really amusing because we always happened to be in
contact all through these 8 years. But again we used to fight over silly things
and I used to swear to God that I am not going to entertain him anymore. The
only issue I had with him was his ego. And I never hated him anytime, even for
his ego or for the break up. But every time his relation with another girl would
end, he would simply drop a mail to me asking if I cursed him? I would then know
something has gone wrong again with him and we would casually talk, cheer him up
like a friend, give him tips and advices etc, till he found someone else. Baba
watches everything and he knew the pain I went through, while we broke up. But I
never shared this pain with him anytime. I just wanted to keep it for myself,
because I only wanted to love him, not to give an inch of my pain too. Whatever,
Baba plans everything so well that this it would make things unbelievable. I
moved to Singapore and my ex-boyfriend’s sister lives here. He visited Singapore
for vacation and we met here again, as usual after his break up with a girl. And
Baba made him realise his mistake of letting me go and he apologised to me. He
cried to me, and he said he’s sorry. It’s all because of Baba. Even if it was 8
years later, Baba made him understand that I truly loved him. That’s all enough
for me. And this was the one thing I prayed to God, that he should know that I
truly loved him.
All these experiences clearly show that Baba knows the past, present and future.
He is the real SadhGuru. In fact reading Satcharitra has enlightened me so much
and I feel him a lot every day. And the relation I share with him is the best
relation I have had till now. As a mother, as a father, as a guardian, as a
friend, as a Guru, he is All in one and All in All. Please devote yourself
completely to him to feel him and lead a wonderful peaceful and happy life. Om
Sai Ram.